Sunday, November 13, 2011
7 years feels like a million and yesterday all at the same time....
sometimes it feels like your existence was a dream, and every once in awhile i get lucky and get to visit you in one.
i will never forget that day i hugged you extra tight and long and breathed in your cologne because in my heart something told me it might be the last time.....and it was.
i see bits of you, daddy, your ears, your nose, your smile, your hands, your mannerisms and i smell you every so often in strangers and in my youngest son.
sometimes i am angry at you....our relationship was a bumpy one, but i miss you more and i wish we could have you back.
i love you, daddy.