Sunday, November 13, 2011

7 years feels like a million and yesterday all at the same time....

sometimes it feels like your  existence was a dream, and every once in awhile i get lucky and get to visit you in one. 

i will never forget that day i hugged you extra tight and long and breathed in your cologne because in my heart something told me it might be the last time.....and it was.

i see bits of you, daddy,  your ears, your nose, your smile, your hands,  your mannerisms and i smell you every so often in strangers and in my youngest son.

sometimes i am angry at you....our relationship was a bumpy one,  but i miss you more and i wish we could have you back.

i love you, daddy.


  1. my father died in 2000; still not over it. oh and my mom died in February.

  2. awwww sweetie my eyes teared up. You are such a sweet beautiful honest soul. I LOVE you and am so happy you are my friend.

    miss ya too!

  3. Your post made me cry. You can really see your Dad's personality in his picture. My Dad is 70 and I am very close to him. We haven't always been close, so I can understand. You made me grateful I still have my Dad. My heart goes out to you. I can only imagine how difficult it is to miss your Dad so much. Thank you for your post. I think I'll hug my own Dad a little tighter next time I see him. Take care

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